Thursday, March 26, 2009

The reason behind our birth ...

I want to share something what I have learned from one the book Hope you share this piece of knowledge to all whom u know

Among 64 Lakhs of birth we get one human birth. It is known as the best birth cos , this is the only opportunity given to us to get rid of birth cycle and suffering on the earth. Now we have to do some karma to reach to god. So question is what happens when someone does the karma but not enough to reach Moksha and his time on earth finishes.

What one book told about this is . once we are on the path of god and religion and left the world in between god of karma gives us another human birth and gives us a good chance this time by making us taking birth in a good family so that we do not have to worry about food shelter and cloths. So that we can can continue the pursuit of the journey which we left in unfinished. So many take birth in good families , but what we do in this birth is totally in our hand. Maya captures us and we lose the path and opportunity. Then again the birth cycle continues.

So there is a reason behind why we born in good family . why we have so much free time ... why we don't have to struggle day in and day out for our food. So we should not lose this opportunity get rid of the birth cycle and get the moksha.

moments

Moments Pragna P Mohapatra

2005, June the 11th evening 5.30 got a news may be the best one in my life. Getting a job in the campus itself. 4 year since I have had that fabulous moment nothing much exciting happened in life. Always there is desire to have that someone special in life but it never happened. Single though may not be by choice but yes I am single. And at this turn of life there is one dominant feeling … a wait … a long wait … now just trying to capture these moments in words so that I will let you know how special you were to me before we ever could know each other.
Love is a wonderful feeling. True form of love is to lose ourselves in the life of our beloved one. To make their liking our likings and their desires as our dreams. Taking care of every small thing of our beloved one’s.
13th march … as usual I am late for office. And I am hurrying and I will be surprised if I have taken all the things correctly. Some time it is that tag, some time locking the house or some time the helmet. I was just standing next to the door and my neighbor also standing there, he is also about to leave for the office. His Wife came running, he just forget his pen. She just made his collar alright and gave smile and sweet Tata. I wish when you will be there with me daily I should forget something.
World is so strange, it has to be or else it won’t be so enjoyable to live in here. I am here in Chennai having everything and having nothing. Half of the day I think about you, I miss you. You are there somewhere hope I too occupy some of your thoughts. Today world has reached so far in technology, but why my heart says to believe that the moon is a messenger. And he will carry my message to the unknown someone who will be mine. Lovely clear sky, sailing white feathers to make this evening special sky is studded with diamonds. This soothing breeze just making it more romantic. Feels like stand in this moon light for hours, hoping at least once you will look up to the moon. I will feel complete thinking my eyes meet yours.The door curtain just brushing my cheeks, if I close my eyes feels like it is your dupatta.
18th march … today I am there at the shop to get a dress. Shopping for me is just about 30-40 seconds job. And the first one I see I just get that. Always mom will scold me for not bargaining, but I just can’t do it. While I wait for the trouser to get altered my eyes caught on one girl. For a second I thought what she is doing in a gent’s showroom. Then her guy came with some 5 shirts in hand. She is in a mission to get the best for him. Color, shade, line, texture, buttons, comfort, fit, material, front look, side look and the list goes on. So much joy in her eyes to see her love in her choices and so much happy he to get dressed by her choices. Just letting oneself dissolve in other. Love is at its best.
Daily I see lot of girls. Cute, beautiful, gorgeous, sweet and stupid. All accused me to be a flirt but they don’t know why I see girls. I am just trying to make an out face from all faces. Wondering how your eyes will be, naughty, serious, sparkling. Hearing them to guess for your voice. Girls world is very complex, times of India lifestyle sections tells so. Trying to know the complexity of feminine world to know you better.
The moment will be very special when I will meet you. My imagination will meet the reality. Thousands of wishes will get fulfilled. The portray on the canvas of my mind will get life.
21st april 2008 … Today someone hurt me badly in office. Felt very sad, apart from long sigh I didn’t have thing . Just looking at my mobile for long was scrolling through all the numbers but didn’t get a single number who can console me. I want to speak my heart out. Dad says to do MBA, mom is worried about my health; brother is worried about my career. Sister told nothing to worry everything will be alright. All are right at their position. But I dint got the word what I wanted to hear. You will understand my eyes Na? You will read through them Na …. Didi always says when jiju upset she just sees his eyes and knows every thing. Hope you too will give shoulders to keep my head when I need them the most. And give me the words what I need the most. It is said when the strength of man ends there starts the strength of a woman.
It is said it takes 8 mins to fall in love for a man. But I wonder what takes man so long. We are destined to be with someone forever and it is said nature will hint us when we meet that special one. Hope the wind, the sky, the clouds, the stars will guide me, so should not waster those precious 8 mins. It is already being 26 years. Hope you come soon to take your belongings, the care and love stored for you for these long years.
Whenever I play loud music my neighbor says like his wife is sleeping … she will get disturbed. Hope the days will soon come when I will guard your sleep. Will remain wake up for nights to watch you sleep. It is said when someone sleeps they are at the purest best. They won’t belong to this world that time.
Strange are the moments now. With each passing moment I am getting closer to meet you. I don’t know to happy or sad. Happy as the time is reducing, sad as the separation time between you and me is getting increasing. “BERAHA” is the word is used to describe separation. It is said the pain of beraha makes love more stronger and more sweet. Hope will get rewards for my wait.
I go to movies alone …. Go to beaches alone … go to temple alone … just gathering the moments and preserving for you. Always thinking that if you were with me how things would have different. Just seeing the scattered things on my house I always think that things would have different when you would have here. Confining myself from doing many things thinking you wont like them , come soon and make me free.
What I see from my side I have pen down. Lot of moments yet to be captured. These letters will come to life when ur eyes will kiss them. Till them they are just life less words. Hope you too have desires to be spoken. Eagerly waiting to hear the moments of your life.
Till then let me enjoy this wait, sweet and painful. Try to search you till I get you. Hope you miss me too.